INFATUATION.....

ISCA CAN COOK!!

2010-03-16T14:01:00.006+08:00

Well I'm trying to make my blog survive. Lol. Long time no blog. Had exams which I hate but this time was ok (obviously cuz its the 1st test). Big thing to talk about: ISCA Can Cook!! Lol. My team didn't lose. We just didn't win. Haha. Well, for me, I had lotsa fun out there. =) Although we didn't win and we were the most unhygienic group, I liked it!! Lol. Rachel Yeoh's comment on our team is INSULTING. We didn't go there to win, but to enjoy!! =) Here's my side of the story...

First, the chicken. I did the pulling out of all the chicken crap. Haha. I had to cut open the chicken's butt then put my hand inside to pull out the chicken intestine and stuff. FUN!! The feeling of my hand inside the chicken is warm and when I'm diggin' and stuff it feels like the chicken is still living. The intestine was like never ending, the heart is a size of a thumbdrive I think, just a lil' fatter. All the chicken fats were rubbery. The rice took forever to cook. We fried the chicken first. Justin did the chopping. Not bad. Frying the chicken was a success!! It tasted not bad for us ppl as amateurs. =) After that, cleaning of the fish. The fish didn't have much scales so we didn't really scrap it. I lost my first kiss to the fish!! LOL. Random. Claudia made the cleaning easier by putting the fish into the other fish's stomach and clean. Cool!! We also saw the tongue. Lol. Next, frying the fish. We fried it normally till someone suggested to add eggs. I forgot who was that but its definitely NOT ME! (although I'm an egg lover) =) So we added the eggs into the frying wok. It came out not bad at all!! After that we fried tomyam fried rice!! By then the rice was cooked and we put the pot on the other stove to boil water for the soup (which took forever to boil also). Justin was frying then I tookover till I dropped the rice. Well, here's what happened. I was frying the rice, Claudia and Sarah were holding the handles of the wok to make sure the wok is balanced. Suddenly the wok tilted a lil' and touched my hand, so I got a lil' burnt then I drop a lil' rice. So yeah. But Justin took the rice and put it back into the wok. Lol. Hilarious!! That's 1 of the factors why we are the most unhygienic team. At the end the tomyam fried rice tasted good!! Even Yvonne Yeoh said it was good although it was a lil' soft. Haha. Next, the soup. We cooked ABC soup. Again, unhygienic. The leftover chicken parts for the soup were on the road. Lol. Who cares!! Still edible!! As I said we only wanted to have fun. =) Justin added corn starch into the soup and it became somewhat like stew!! Well, it still tasted ok. Lol. Frying the kangkung was ok, nothing much to talk about. Lastly the so called salad. Our salad only had tomato and chili sauce, cucumbers,tomatoes and the vege used for laksa. One piece of the vege had a caterpillar, which was a lil' yucky. Haha. That's all I guess. Y'all should know the placings and other stuff. =)

p/s Rachel Yeoh sounded like a mum naggin' =)

ZOOMIN' THRU

2010-01-02T11:26:00.002+08:00

Its 2010 already. I really miss last year. Can I like live it again? Of cuz not. Pity me much. Anyways, LifeGAME was SUPERB!! All the stuff dat happened was so cool. Haha. Well. New year resolutions? I dunno. I have actually. Lol. But its better to keep 'em to myself. Haha. SPM!! Awwww man!! I don't wanna sit for it. Its just crappy man. I just hope that everything turns out right for me this year. Fun's over Reuben. Back to the drawing board. I don't wanna imagine so much. Lol. So dead. Haha. Anyways, BIPOLAR is a confusing word. Lol. That's just random. ;)

A YEAR IS GOIN' AGAIN

2009-11-13T14:55:00.002+08:00

Well. 2009 is coming to an end in less than 2 months. Wow. Just like a flash. I wonder how I went through it. So many things happened. Lol. Hormones are bothering much. Haha. What to do? I'm already 16. So yea. And yea. I'm blogging again. Exams were approaching and nothing much to be blogged. My ankle's still wrapped after so long. Lol. But I still played basketball recently in school. Stood near the net only. Haha. I'm just happy that exams are over. But still... Bible Quiz tomorrow!!! Trying my best to study the book of John. Come support our PCC team yea ISCAlites. Well. I'm gonna be a lil busy with a few activites. But what I'm really looking forward to is looking for a job. I really wanna experience how is it like to work. So yea. Haha. For now, I just wanna take a really nice nap. Lol. Byeee..

WHAT AN EXPERIENCE!!

2009-10-14T09:27:00.006+08:00

Guess what?? After 9 days since last Sunday, I can walk now!! But taking it slow. At least I can walk already. Lol. Like a robot walking slowly. Step by step. This is because my balance is not fully back yet. So, after my previous post, something different happened. I was supposed to go back to school right? Well I didn't. My mum saw that I was still very unstable. And the pain in my ankle was still a lot although the doc said I'll be healed in 3 days. So I went back to sleep. After a few hours I woke up again then she came back and took me to my doc. I mean the doc I consult every time. Lol. He referred me to an orthopaedic surgeon in Pantai Hospital. The doc phoned him and wrote a letter also. After that my mum took me there. We went to his clinic and waited for him. He came he treated the patients who had appointments first. When it was my turn, he took a look at my ankle and pressed it here and there. He said that there is a slight tear at the ligament. And guess what? I was admitted. It was quite unexpected for me. So after I did the X-ray the nurse pushed me to my ward. Wow!! The ward was quite spacious for a 4 bedded ward. My bed was 312C. Patients have their own TV and headphones too. So that when you watch TV you won't disturb other patients. See? Technology!! Lol. Ok. Back to my ankle. I need to wrap an ice pack thingy continuously. So after that the attendant took me to the integrated rehab. Lol. The physio place actually. Dunno why did they name it integrated rehab anyway. Guess who I met there? Jo Eve!! Well. A lot of you may not know who she is. But ppl like Rachel Yeoh, Rachel Ooi, Sarah Yeoh, Timothy Yeoh and Carin Ooi will know who she is. Right? Lol. Ok. The procedure of the physio. First the ice thingy for 15 minutes. Then some electric current thing to relieve the pain. Its like electric shock but a mild one. For 15 minutes also. Then ultrasound. Not the ones for pregnant women. Haha. Well. The physiotherapist will put some gel on my ankle then use the ultrasound thing to rub it around for 3 minutes. After that the physiotherapist will massage the ankle using Johnson's Baby Oil. Lol. Nvm. Just baby oil will do. Lol. Then after that I was pushed back to the ward by wheelchair. Had lunch. Well. The food there is considered quite ok for hospital food I guess. The next day I asked the doc when can I be discharged. He said 1 or 2 more days. So I stayed another night. The next day the doc advised me to take home leave otherwise if I walk too much my ankle will swell up again. So I took home leave and went to church. Yay!! Then I went back to the hospital the next day. Stayed another night and TA DAH!! I was discharged on Monday. Well it was quite relaxing at the hospital. Watched a lot of TV. Lol

Part 2. Yesterday my mum realized that my ankle swelled up a lil again. So she decided to cancel my physio appointment and asked my dad to take me to the chinese physician. Well I reluctantly went there. So he adjusted my foot here and there. Thank goodness it was not really painful. After cracking here and there, I was able to walk!! Wow!! But to me the physio and all the hospital treatments were still necessary. Otherwise it'll be very painful when the fella massages. That's all I guess. 1 thing really weird about chinese traditional docs. This guy advised me not to eat any other type of meat except for pork for the moment because all the other types of meat are toxic. Weird huh?? Haha. Anyways thanks for all your prayers and all those who visited me. Thanks a lot!!

SPRAINED ANKLE

2009-10-05T09:16:00.002+08:00

Gosh! How unfortunate I am. Sigh... Well. This is what happened.

As usual, I went to Jordan's house (I go there almost every Sunday). We were doing our usual stuff there. Then Jordan suddenly suggested to play basketball. So I asked my dad and he agreed with us. I and Jordan were all fired up then. So we pumped the ball and waited for the time to pass.
When it was almost 4 in the afternoon we got everything prepared and was about to walk there. But my dad insisted that he drive us to the place which is only nearby. He drove us there. So after that we started playing basketball while my dad did some exercising.
After some warming up with Jordan we started the 1 on 1 match. We were playing and playing until..........
I don't quite remember how it happened. If I'm not mistakened this is how it happened. I attempted to block Jordan's shot till I slipped or something and collided with him and landed on my right ankle. So I was lying on the floor grimacing in pain. Jordan 1st thought it was fake. Lol. After that my dad saw me rolling all over. Something like ROFL but its not. Haha. He came and helped me up. So we went back. The 1 on 1 match lasted not more than 5 minutes. What a waste.
We reached Jordan's place and I put some ice at the ankle which was already swollen. Then our parents said I have to go see a doc to check the condition. So after that we went to the clinic. The doc said that its not fractured. Its either a slight crack or a sprain. So I did an X-ray. After that the doc said that there's no cracks or anything. He said my ligament was crushed or something. Ouch!! Lol. The doc did dressing on my ankle. Oh I forgot to tell you guys. Haha. I was hopping around since I fell. And everyone was like staring at me in the clinic cuz my slippers sounded so loudly while I hopped.
After that we went back to Jordan's house again. The adults were chit-chattin'. I and Jordan was on the comp as usual. After that we went to church from Jordan's house to collect the crutches then we went home. Wow. I suffered man. I hate crutches. Pity me. Lol.

FACEBOOK

2009-09-25T08:47:00.003+08:00

This is gonna be a short post I guess. Oh well.

1 morning I had nothing to do. So I went online to do usual stuff like updating my Plurk and log in to my Facebook.
So when I went on Facebook. I checked my notifications as usual. Well I din play any apps cuz I dun find any of them interesting. Lol. After that I realised that my profile info was empty. So I went to fill in those stuff. Then the status. Of cuz I'll put single. Unless I'm widowed or something. LOL. Which is ridiculous. So I put single. As you Facebookers know that whenever you set a status it'll come out on your friend's windows with the love thingy right?
Ok. That same day at night. I went for prayer meeting. I met Wilz and Rach. So I said Hi to them and stuff. Then Wilz asked me why did I set my status to single and since when it was complicated or something. Lol. I was like it was empty at 1st. I had nothing to do so I went to set my status. He still didn't believe. Swt. What to do? Haha...

LAZY!!!!!

2009-09-10T14:32:00.002+08:00

Dang!! I feel so super lazy to blog and to keep it alive. Sometimes I just feel like deleting my blog. Or am I just frustrated about stuff. Well this month Wilson is preaching bout lovey dovey stuff. I've changed a lot compared to a few months ago. I don't seem to know why. My hormones especially, are gettin' high. I think you guys know what I mean. It is just normal for ppl my age I guess. Rite?? Well I dunno. Lol. Before I end this super short post I wanna say that I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM. Yea. Grade 7. I didn't expect myself to pass at all. Cuz it was really bad. But thank God I passed. =)

HOLS ARE BACK

2009-08-22T10:27:00.002+08:00

Hey all. Hols are back. So..... Um I think it'll b hectic. Lol. Almost a half of the week I'll be out of home. So by the time I'm home it'll be wednesday. So yea. I WANNA GO OUT!!! I think I'm going out for a movie with my school frens on thursday to watch G.I. Joe. YEAHH!! But still I gotta ask my parents. Not even 16 yet so dun dream bout 18. = = I'm just really happy now cuz something happened. It's like WOW. Unexpected actually. Btw I'm bloggong in my mum's office. Lol. Dat's all I guess for now. Haha. Gotta get busy. Bye..

CULTS!!!!

2009-08-04T14:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, 2 Korean ppl came and knocked on my door. My parents were not in during that time. So I opened the door. I didn't let them in although they requested. The ppl were a Korean guy and lady in their early 20s. They asked me whether I'm a christian. So I said yes. Then they said, God bless you with a smile on their faces. I replied and said God bless you too. After that they asked me, "Do you believe in God the mother?" At 1st I thought they said 'karthmatha' instead of God the mother. Lol. So I said no. After that they took out a bible and explained to me the existence of God the mother. I'll explain to y'all about what they told me later. Lol. Kay. So after that they asked whether they can come again if my parents are at home. I said I don't think so. Haha. Then the guy gave me a flyer and wrote his handphone number on it. So after that they went.

Ok. I mentioned about explaining the details just now. Actually it's in the flyer. So I shall type out the stuff in the flyer. It's titled 'MOTHER'.

THE EXISTENCE OF GOD THE MOTHER

Most Christians just call God "Father". Why do they think that God is male?

Life is alwys given by both male and female, and this shows the Providence of God. The Bible says that God's eternal power and divine nature are clearly seen and understood from what has been made and that all things were created by God's will.

The birds flying in the sky have their fathers and mothers.

The fishes in the waters have their fathers and mothers.

The animals on the earth have their fathers and mothers.

What about God's children? They have their heavenly Father and Mother, don't they?

"For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities-his eternal power and divine nature-have been clearly seen, being understood from what has made, so that men are without excuse."
(Romans 1:20)

"You are worthy, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they were created and have their being."
(Revelation 4:11)

Through the fathers and mothers of all living things, it is understood that ther exist the spiritual Father and Mother. God's children have not only their Father but also their Mother. Earthly family system is a copy and shadow of the heavenly family system. As an earthly family is composed of physical parents (father and mother) and children (brothers and sisters), so the heavenly family consists of spiritual Parents (Father and Mother) and children (brothers and sisters).

ELOHIM GODS

In Genesis, it is written that God created male and female in His own image. This shows that God has two images: male and female. God in the male image called "Father". Then what we should call God in the female image? We should call Her "Mother", shouldn't we?

"Then God said, 'Let us make man in our own image, in our likeness, ....' So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them."
(Genesis 1:26-27)

In the Old Testament written in Hebrew, God is mostly described as the plural term "Elohim", referring to Gods. And the New Testament also testifies of God the Father and God the Mother as well.

"This then, is how you should pray: 'Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, ....' "
(Matthew 6:9)

"But the Jerusalem that is above is free, and she is our mother"
(Galatians 4:26)

Elohim Gods, who created man in the beginning, are appear as the Spirit and the Bride in the last days.

"The Spirit and the bride say, 'Come!' And let him who hears say, 'Come!' Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life"
(Revelation 22:17)

MOTHER IS LIFE AND LOVE

When people hear the word "mother", they feel warmth and comfort. The word "mother" implies home, haven, yearning, sacrifice and love.

After going through nine months of pregnancy, a mother gives birth to a child in so much pain, shedding blood. And for the child, she sacrifices herself and loves him or untiringly all her lifetime. A mother even becomes a superhuman to save the life of her child.

Mother is life. Of course, father is also essential for life. However, it is not the father who ultimately gives birth to a child, but the mother.

As human mothers give their children life, so the spiritual Mother gives Her children eternal life. According to the Bible, the spiritual Father and Mother are to come in flesh and lead the people of all nations into life in the last days. This gives many people a shock and also arouses sympathy from them.

Some say that God has made mothers because He can't be everywhere. However, according to the Bible, God the mother who is everywhere has come to this earth ti save human beings with Her greatest love. Truly God is Love.

Well, I don't believe and will not believe in all these. Lol. So ppl. DON'T BELIEVE IN THESE FALSE TEACHINGS. That's all...

WHAT A WEEK.............

2009-07-31T14:07:00.002+08:00

Weeks of Ups and Downs..
Tuesday was a disaster. It spoiled my week.
Piano practical exam. I had quite a number of wrong notes and stumbled thru one part of each piece. GOSH!!
What to do??
Nothing much. Just hope dat I can pass.
Since then my mood has been down.
HAIHHHHHHHHHHH..............................
But....
Thursday revived me.
NO MORE BRACES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
I felt like my teeth were released from prison after a sentence of 2 years.
But I'm feeling very weird without it cuz it felt insecure.
So yea. A week of ups and downs.
For now I just wana relax but too bad I can't.
My exams are coming. ISH!!!!
I better study hard this time and hope that I can push myself somehow to study.
Lol. Well that's all.........

BZ BZ BZ...

2009-07-16T14:41:00.003+08:00

Hello there. It's been a week. Ok. Let me start. I'll just summarise on what happened after the last time I blogged. I shall start with the alert cadet trip to Gopeng.

The main thing we went there was because of the whitewater rafting. So we stayed at a place called Harvest Haven. Quite a nice place. It has a basketball court, a soccer field and a swimming pool. We stayed in cabins and rooms. Well I'm lazy to blog about more so overall I had a great experience whitewater rafting. Lol.

Then Monday and Tuesday. Scrabble competition in school. I got 1st!! YAY!! Lol. I played the last 3 matches with the same opponent. Which was very boring. Good thing I won 2 out of 3 matches. At that time I was having a horrible headache and a tummy upset. I managed to survive though. Phew. Lol.

On Wednesday I joined the spelling competition in school. Btw it was English week. I advanced through a few rounds after spelling unknown words correctly. Lol. Then I spelled precocious wrongly. Instead I spelled precautious. Well that's the end of it.

On thursday, debate competition. Lol. The motion was It is Better to Study Locally than to Study Overseas. My team was the opposition. I was totally not prepared. Did a lot of impromptu stuff. Screwed up a lil. Lol. We lost but it was a great experience anyway.

Then today (Friday) my school had merentas desa. I jogged a wee lil bit only. Then walked throughout the whole track. After that I watched the finals of the debate competition. It was hillarious. It went out of topic for a few times. The motion was The Ban of Cellphones in School Should be Lifted. The opposition team won. Lol. I guess that's all for now. Byeeee.........

I'M BACK... AGAIN

2009-07-09T14:37:00.002+08:00

Well hello. I'm back again. All because of the stpid internet or modem or whatever. Lol. It's been quite a while since I blogged. Been very busy nowadays. Involved in a lot of things at church and school. Lol. I didn't talk about my toe. So since I don't think I have anything to blog about I should just talk about it. It's my toenail actually. Yea. So what happened was 2 weeks ago I was playin basketball as usual during PJ in my school. I jumped and landed on my toenail. The inside part was bleeding. It was not that pain. So me being silly continued playing. After PJ the pain was getting worse. I can't wear my shoe. So there were 2 periods in class where no teacher came in. So I decided to make a slipper for myself using newspapers. So with some help from a few friends the slipper was done. So yea. That was at school. I refused to consult a doc till Sunday when my mum sorta forced me to go pluck it out. When I was at the clinic the doc realized that my nail was not loose enough to pluck out. So I had to go to the clinic everyday for dressing. So yea. That's all I guess. My nail is much better now. 1 more thing. Lol. I'm having a flu since last week. And I only attended 2 and a half days of school last week. So till next time. That's all for now.

A NEW LOOK

2009-06-11T12:00:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!!

I changed my blog template. Why?? I guess I'm bored with my previous one. It was probably too dull.

So I changed my template by adding more color into it.

No more old and dull colors. Haha.

Well that's all I have to say. Hope you all will like my new blog template..

COMBINED CF CAMP

2009-06-08T08:28:00.003+08:00

The CF camp last week was my first CF camp. It was quite fun. Lol. The first day was kinda boring so I kinda regretted coming. But the 2nd and 3rd day was truely a BIG BANG BLAST!! Lol. Btw it was held at Stella Maris for 3 days and 2 nights from 3rd to 5th June. Pics?? Maybe next time cuz I can't find the crappy cable!!

The 1st day,

We gathered in our teams. Btw my team was Bluetooth. GO BLUETOOTH!! Lol. We started quite dull especially when we were introducing ourselves to each other in the team. After checking in we had workshops and games. Sessions at night. After that Hawaiian night. We had costume competiton and limbo competition. We were kinda noisy til a man from 1 of the bungalows complained. Too bad for him. Lol. But we also had to be considerate and lower our voices. It was quite fun that night.

The 2nd day,

The workshops were quite fun. I went to a 2 hour drama workshop. Wanted to attend a dance workshop but it ended up as a drama workshop too. Lol. Then we had free time to discuss about the drama for the night. We had games after that. The games were better compared to the 1st day. We had captain ball and other weird games. Then the so called wet games. After that we had a fake photoshoot. This was what happened...

Everyone was asked to gather for a photo session. I and Jordan saw Benedict's (the camp coordinator) mischievious looks and thought there was something fishy. I had my phone n my pocket so Jordan accompanied me to keep my phone in my room. We heard screams and shouts. After that we went out and saw that almost everyone got wet. LOL...

After much splashing of water, we went back to wash up then had dinner. After dinner our group Bluetooth discussed about the drama again. We had a session after that then the drama presentation came. Our team had to perform first. All I can say now is there goes my reputation and we had a so called pondan gay comedy. Other than that find out yourself. Haha...

The 3rd and final day,

Nothing much except for the session and the prize giving. First, individual prizes were given out. We got 2nd for the drama. Others i'm not very clear. But we were overall champs!! Gosh. We couldn't believe it. Lol. Not to be so proud but it was unexpected. Lol. You should know what happened after that. Exchanging of contacts and sharing of prizes.

That's all I guess. I hope the next CF camp will be better. Nad I'm really looking forward to it..

LAME RANDOM POST

2009-06-02T09:39:00.005+08:00

Life's good when you......

- get smart without studying
( no teachers)

- get a salary without working

- have no worries

- don't have any phobia

- don't need to excrete no matter how much you eat
(no toilet bowls and stinky odours.. GROSS!!)

- don't have to worry about racism cuz everyone's skin tone is the same
( everyone's grey instead of black and white. LOL)

- get tanned only without having sunburn

- can travel back in time to correct your mistakes

- can obtain a skill without learning or training

- there is no wrong and right

If only life was like that. Wouldn't it be SO SO GREAT?? LOL.

Well... Too bad life isn't like that...

I'M FINALLY BACK

2009-06-01T08:46:00.003+08:00

I'm finally back. After my comp crashed for bout 1 month plus. Gosh. Lol. Kay. How was my life??

My exams
I blanked at least one question in every science sub. Lol. Quite hard tho. But what a relieve!! Exams are over!!

And hey. I dun think I'm gonna blog so much about songs only, which only makes my blog dull I guess. I'll try to blog properly to make my blog more colorful. I hope I can do it. It takes a while for me to get back into this blogging routine. So ppl pleease bear with me. I would definitely appreciate that...

I REALLY DON'T LIKE YOU

2009-05-31T20:37:00.004+08:00

Since Jordan did a post about 1234 I Love You, I'm gonna do a post on a totally opposite song by the same band Plain White-T's. I Really Don't Like You. Here goes...

Love, love, love, love, love, love.
Woo!

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted,
Now you don't mean a thing to me.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.

I really don't like you...

Thought that everything was perfect,
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it,
Now I think a little differently.
All i wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you. (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you. (liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

Now that it's over,
you can't hurt me.
Now that it's over,
you can't bring me down.

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh...)[x2]

All i wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you. (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you. (Liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh...)[x4]silent

(I really don't like you...) [x3]louder

BROKEN STRINGS

2009-04-22T15:20:00.003+08:00

Let me hold you

For the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

But you broke me

Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,

It's so untrue

I can't even convince myself

When I'm speaking,

It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire

When there's nothing left to save

It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire

When there's nothing left to save

It's like chasing the very last train

When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

JAMES MORRISON

CLARIFICATION

2009-04-13T15:13:00.003+08:00

I need to clarify with you ppl out there. Lol. My 3 previous posts are just plain crapping. Kay??

The reason is because I'm running outta stuff to blog about.

Pleeease suggest me stuff to write about.

Lol. My chatbox is filled with comments like I'm in love, heart broken or some girl dumped me.

Well... IT'S NOT TRUE!! HAHA..

JEALOUSY??

2009-04-09T14:37:00.004+08:00

This is just a sorta continuation from my last post. I dunno whether it is or not. I just like to crap stuff. Haha.
Oh well... Let me start.
When you have a crush on someone, you'll most probably have a competitor right? I meant another guy/girl who also infatuates the person you have a crush on.
This is when jealousy happens.
Somehow you'll have a suspecting feeling that your competitor and the person you're having a crush on likes each other.
Usually these kinda cases happen:
If you're a guy, you'll hate it when other guys sit beside the person you infatuate. For girls, the other way round of course.
Usually, a friend of yours is suspected as a competitor. This is bad isn't it??
Well it is quite normal.
Hmmm...... That's all I guess. Lol..

PART 2

2009-04-06T15:05:00.003+08:00

A lil bit of continuation here. Lol. As i said, rejection is bad when you're having a crush. What's worse is the guy/girl that you're having a crush on likes your friend or your best friend.
That can really make you jealous.
Ok. So what if you have crushes on 2 or more ppl??
Hmmmm........ The best thing is I dunno either. Haha..
Anyway, having crushes on 2 or more ppl gets you confused and makes your head spin. It's gonna be an extremely hard decision to make if you wanna choose which guy or girl to like.
Oh well. I'm crapping again I guess.
The ultimate solution is not to have crushes on anyone, JUST LIKE MYSELF. Right?? Haha..

LOVE, CRUSH......... OOO!!! LOL..

2009-04-01T15:18:00.003+08:00

Love is a feeling.......... dunno. Lol. Anyway a crush is a lil different from it. Crush. Hmmmm.... Admiring the opposite sex? Unless ur HOMO. Lol.
A crush is weird. Depending on the person ur having a crush on, it may be a long term crush which can last for years or a short one which lasts only for hours.
Ppl u'll have crushes on:
Your close friends
Strangers outside
School mates
Celebrities that u find hot, cute, pretty........etc.
LOL.
The stupid part about a crush is REJECTION.
When u have a crush on someone u'll surely expect the person to like u back.
So rejection can really hurt u. That means the person doesn't like u or the person likes someone else.
LOL!!!!!!
I'm just plain crappin'. Ain't I??
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

EMO SONGS.........

2009-03-18T09:14:00.000+08:00

Recently I've just realized that I really love emo songs. I listen to emo songs almost everyday. So since I've nothing to do now, I'm coming out with my own Top 10 Emo Songs List. Ok. Here goes...

1.My Chemical Romance- I Don't Love You

2. Simple Plan- I Can Wait

3. My Chemical Romance- Disenchanted

4. David Cook- Always Be My Baby

5. Shayne Ward- No Promises

6. The Script- The Man Who Can't Be Moved

7. The Script- We Cry

8. Secondhand Serenade- Your Call

9. Will.i.am ft. Cheryl Cole- Heartbreaker

10. Avril Lavigne- When You're Gone

There. My Top 10. Fellow bloggers out there, make your own list also. I wanna compare. Haha. Bye..............

I CAN WAIT FOREVER...

2009-03-17T08:47:00.000+08:00

You look so beautiful today

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So I try to find the words that I could say

I know distance doesn't matter

But you feel so far away

And I can't lie

Everytime I leave my heart turns grey

And I want to come back home

To see your face tonight

Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today

It's like everytime I turn around

I see your face

The thing I miss most is

Waking up next to you

When I look into your eyes

I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie

Everytime I leave my heart turns grey

And I want to come back home

To see your face tonight

Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that couts right through me

But I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait forever

Iknow it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price

I got to pay

But when I come back home

To feel your touch makes it better

Until that day

There's nothing else that I can do

And I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

It's like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait forever

SIMPLE PLAN

ISH!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-26T14:51:00.000+08:00

BM, English, Modern Maths, Add Maths, Moral, Chemistry, Physics, Bio, Sejarah!!!!! AARRGH!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE FORM 4. No no. lol. I HATE STUDY!!!!!!! Studies are gettin' on my nerves!!! GRRRRR!!!!!!!!! Exams are comin'.. I'll sure fail at least 1 sub.Who wanna bet with me?? LOL.. Is like I'm releasin' my anger to my blog. Pity my blog. Sorry blog. Lol. I'm not even finished with my homework yet. I call it 'THE PILED UP 18'. 18 homeworks. Lol. Still catchin' up with it. Crap. I'm wastin' my time now huh?? Gtg....lol..

FINALLY!!!

2009-02-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

At last!!! I get to blog. Before this I was busy with chess competiton & stuff. And after that my internet experienced problems. So finally after about 3 weeks, I revived my blog. Studies suck. I really hate it. I don't even think I like any subject in form4. Awwwwwwwwww Man!!!! Exams are approaching and me being a lazy bum wouldn't wanna study. But......... sigh.......... What to do? Must try to force myself to study. Crap!!!! I HATE IT!!!! Lol.. See?? I'm bloggin instead of studyin.... What a lazy me!!!! Nvm... I've come to a realisation that I dun understand a thing in Physics which is super boring. What's worse is a trainee teacher is teaching us. Thank goodness I take Physics tuition. Hmmmmmm......... 1 more thing before I go.. PPL OUT THERE, MY BLOG AIN'T DEAD YET!!!!!!!! Lol....

SIGH............... BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN

2009-02-02T15:13:00.000+08:00

Well. School's back again after a week of hols. During CNY, I enjoyed myself a lot. Collecting angpau's, eating cakes and cookies, going out for some arcade. Haha. Had a fun time but having a bit of a sore throat now, after a whole week of pampering myself. Thank goodness my school pants still fits me. LOL.. There's one thing I really hate in school today. During the school assembly, there was an announcement stating that starting from tomorrow, disciplinary action will be taken toward boys with long, spiky and trendy hair. I'm scared. Hope I don't get caught. I also hope that I can survive this year. Add maths and Physics tuition is starting this month. I hate it pretty much. So....................... That's all. Haha. Later...............

I'M BACK............... HOPE SO

2009-01-22T14:35:00.001+08:00

Phew.............. Finally I get to blog. My comp's infected with Trojan viruses. The virus is still there, just that its not active this time. Lol.. I'm still trying to adapt to school life, learning is starting to get harder for me. Add maths is more fun than modern maths. Its really really unexpected. Till now I still can't go to bed early on weekdays. What to do?? Life must go on. And thank goodness CNY's coming!!!! No need to study for a week. WHEE!!! So now my life goes like this. After school I'll have lunch and washup then I'll do my homework, study a bit then sleep for bout 2 hrs. Then at night I'll either have tuition or read papers. During bed time I can't sleep and I'll feel very sleepy in the morning. The cycle goes on and on.......... LOL. Gtg. Bye.....

FIRST TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL...

2009-01-06T14:40:00.000+08:00

School's started. Some ppl will groan, some will get excited and anxious. Well for me I'm just waiting to take up the challenge of learning in form 4. To some ppl form 4 is considered as a honeymoon year, but I don't quite agree with that. My parents have been telling me that this year is not a honeymoon year. What to do?? Sigh... Just work hard. On the first day of school, I was a bit excited and proud to be in the one and only science class in my school. But before that i was thinking about transferring to Bukit Jambul school. But that dream had shattered cuz Audrey, who studied there scared the crap outta me!!! So nvm. I shall stay in Hamid Khan. Kay. Back to the first day of school. We started learning Add Maths. It doesn't seem that hard but I'm sure it'll be quite difficult sooner or later. Well on the second day.......... Those male students with long hair got free haircuts. Phew... I almost got a free haircut too. After the assembly I dashed back to class. Haha. We studied BM, Modern Maths, Add Maths and Chemistry. Chemistry was the most challenging sub after the second day. The teacher shocked the whole class with all the elements, their names and formulas. The sad thing is we didn't start Physics, Biology and History. I hope I can survive those subs. Well I gtg. I have Add Maths homework to do. Bye...

WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-31T08:44:00.000+08:00

I just got my PMR results yesterday. I'm not that nervous cuz I'll not regret what I get. I was the first one to get the results. Once I recieved it I started counting the A's(that means I have A's. Haha) 1, 2, 3, 4, ....................................................... Oh no!!! Where's 5?? Then I looked through again. Aha!!! The 5th A was separated from the other 4A's. I was so so happy cuz this was the result I predicted(the number of A's I mean) but my prediction still has an error in it. Instead of KH getting an A, it got a B. My BM snatched away the A. I got a shock of my life. Till now I still can't believe I got an A for BM!!!!! LOL.................. Who cares, it's still 5A's. Haha. Now for the reward. A new handphone!!! Th problem is my mum doesn't want the phone to be expensive. So we called up the phone fella, my mum asked for the cheapest phone with my requirements. So this is the phone I most probably gonna get. A W380i flip phone as shown above. It has a 1.3mp camera, Mp3, Bluetooth, memory card 512MB. For RM399. Worth it?? To me its worth it. I think I sorta got a yes from my mum. I told her that Rachel Yeoh asked me to bargain for a 1GB memory card. Then she said no need to bargain for that. The price is very good for a phone like that. Does it sound like a yes?? Even my dad said its cheap. So hopefully it's a yes. HAHAHA...

SCHOOL LIFE'S COMING BACK...........

2008-12-26T09:02:00.001+08:00

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In less then 2 weeks time school's gonna re-open. I dun even know whether I'm prepared for Form 4. What can I do?? Will my blog be still alive?? I dunno.......... My number one priority is I'M NOT GONNA CUT OFF MY FRINGE!!!!! I'm gonna get a haircut after the ISCA Awards. I'm forced to, by my parents. But I'm so not gonna cut my fringe. Now my fringe is touching my lips. Dunno how long it takes to keep it. When school starts, I'm gonna get a lot of big lectures from my senior prefects cuz there was a prefect camp during the hols which I didn't attend cuz I didn't pass up the reg form during the last whole week of school before the year end hols which during that time I skipped school and stayed at home. So i dunno what will happen to me. I hope I'll get fired cuz I dun wana be a prefect anymore. Lastly, I hope that I can cope with Form 4. So I really really need help from older ppl out there. MY BLOG!!!! I'm so worried bout my blog. Hopefully I can still blog at least once a week. Ok. Be optimistic............... I WILL SURVIVE NEXT YEAR NO MATTER WHAT. WHEE!!!!

SICK, DISGUSTING, & FUNNY...

2008-12-23T09:16:00.000+08:00

The latest technology..........LOL..

I LIKE THIS SONG!!

2008-12-23T08:55:00.000+08:00

This is a song by Secondhand Serenade, Your Call. I really like this song. Here are the lyrics...

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

[And I'm tired of being all alone,
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home] [4X]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

TIME....

2008-12-22T09:58:00.000+08:00

Time is just so fast. Its like minutes ago I was packing your bag for the first day of primary school. But now I'm waiting for my PMR results already. I just can't believe it. Its just so mysterious. At times you want time to slow down but it gets even faster. Sometimes you want time to pass in a flash but it'll take very long. Weird huh?? It seems that time flies when you're enjoying and time slows down when you really hate it. WHY?? Why must it go like that. Time time time. SOMEONE OUT THERE!! PLEEASE INVENT A TIME MACHINE OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!!! Lol. What a weird post. I've nothing else to write. Bye.........

MY FIRST TAG!!

2008-12-16T09:42:00.000+08:00

Here's my first tag. Lol. Tagged from Joshua Khoo. Not used to it anyway. Nvm. I'll try my best though...........

Rules and Regulations...

1. Do all the tags and do not copy the answers.
2. Tag 10 people before you do the tag.
3. No tag back. (This rule is unnecessary to follow. HAHA..)

The ppl that I'm gonna tag..

1. Joshua Khoo
2. Jordan
3. Bryan Teoh
4. Rachel Yeoh
5. Sarah Yeoh
6. Kah Heng
7. Ying Shan
8. Ying Shu
9. Justin

Ok. Let's start. I'm kinda nervous. Its only my first time..

How you know 1?-Joshua
Lol. I knew him since primary. But got closer to him thru CG.

What would you do if you never meet 2?- Jordan
Hmmm... I think my Sundays will be empty cuz I usually go to his house on Sundays..

What would u do if 3 & 4 dated u?-Bryan & Rachel
LOL. Speechless. Haha. I will not date a guy and if Rachel dates me I'll hide my face. Juz kiddin. Nvm. Dun wana talk bout it.........

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?- Sarah & Kah Heng
HAHA. Maybe........... Nobody knows. Ask them for answers...

Do u think 7 is attractive?- Ying Shan
Lol. Attractive?? Oh no!! Y did I tag a girl at no. 7?? She's frenly. Dat's all..

Do u know anything about 8’s family?- Ying Shu
I dun reli noe..

Tell me something about 9. -Justin
He's the joker of our CG. And he makes ppl think dat dey're racist. HAHA..

What language does 2 speaks? -Jordan
His own language I suppose..

Who is 3 going out with? -Bryan
He's stil available. Is he??

How old is 4? -Rachel
19 years OLD. Lol..

When was the last time u talked to 5? -Sarah
Well. Not long ago. I practically see her everyday in church..

Who is 6's favorite singer? -Kah Heng
I dunno. He sings and mumbles. I dun even noe wat is he singin..

Would you date 7 ? -Ying Shan
Once again. I dunno y in d world I tagged a girl at no. 7. If I tag a boy at least I can criticise dat fella. WICKED!!

Is 8 single? -Ying Shu
I do not noe at all. Maybe?

What is 9 last name? -Justin
Xavier? Francis Xavier? FX?

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? -Joshua
Relationship as a fren of cuz..

Which school does 2 go to? -Jordan
SXI..

What do you like about 3?-Bryan
He's sarcastic. Always talks bout babi like Justin, another pork lover..

Phew. Done. Had a hard time answering. Dunno whether I'll tag some more. Haha..

NEXT YEAR!!!

2008-12-12T09:16:00.000+08:00

Oh no!! Just in a flash!! Holidays are gonna be over!! What will happen next year?? PMR results are coming out after 2 weeks. For me I'm gonna be Form 4 next year. They call it the honeymoon year. Don't even know why. Probably because of relaxing. But if I relax, I'm gonna have a super hard time in Form 5. So how?? Nvm.. I've already made up my mind. I'm gonna join the science stream and study hard. And I'm definitely not going to Form 6, which will crush me FLAT!! Can I survive Form 4?? I dunno........ A lot of ppl told me to study science but it really requires a lot of hard work and effort. Some more got many subs in science. EST, Chemistry, Biology, Physics, Add Math, Modern Math, etc................... I can't even idemtify all the subs in Form 4!! Speaking about all this are also useless because my PMR results decide my Form 4. Because my school is only gonna have 1 science class next year which can hold about 40 students, I need to give a tough fight, which means an A in science and math for PMR. Can I do it?? Once again I dunno. What to do?? I have to wait till my PMR results are out. MUST WAIT..............

LIFE AS A BACHELOR

2008-12-09T08:44:00.000+08:00

Oh no!! I'm running out of stuff to post!! Now I'm starting to post crappy stuff such BGR and all those crap. Haha. This time I'm writing about being a bachelor. Ain't that fun boys?? Well it seems fun to me. We'll see about that. Btw, I realise that my posts are getting shorter and shorter. Nvm. I'll still post them. Okay. Now my point of view toward being a bachelor.

1. I'll have all the money to myself. Don't need to spend on anyone except for my parents.

2. I don't need a budget or any money to hold a wedding. I'll just attend weddings. Haha.

3. I don't need to raise a family.

4. If my job salary is low, I still don't need to suffer because I only have myself to be taken care of, not a whole family.

5. I don't need to ask permission from anyone to go anywhere because I'm a FREE MAN!!

Ok. Done. Sounds pretty selfish huh?? Think about it again boys. Haha. I'm just writing this for fun. Who knows? Some of you boys out there might agree with me. Girls out there, I'm not being sexist. Haha. Why don't you girls write about life being a bachelorette??

I SHOULD STATE IT TOO>>

2008-12-01T09:32:00.002+08:00

Ok. Since everyone's stating about it, I think I should do it too. Why should I not have a girlfriend? I may write the same reasons like other ppl but it comes from myself. Ok. Why should I not have a girlfriend?...........................................................

1. Too young. I'm only 15, didn't even reach my sour 16 yet.

2. Studies? Yup. I gotta concentrate on my studies. Form 4 is important..

3. Still like a kid? Maybe. I still think that I'm childish and playful sometimes. Acting like I'm in primary school..

4. Cash. The most major one. Let's say you bring your girlfriend out and she didn't bring any money. As a guy you should belanja her on stuff right? And what if she asks you to buy expensive stuff for her? Crap. For me I'll go bankrupt like crazy. Its gonna be worse if you're selfish..

5. Will the relationship last anyway? Should it last till you get married or what??

6. A suitable person?? Did I find the person?? I'm confused..

Kay done. I really can't believe I'm writing about all this crappy stuff. HAHAHA.................

PARAMORE...

2008-12-01T08:58:00.000+08:00

Because of Rachel Yeoh's bugging, I have to publish a post about them. Otherwise she'll keep bugging and bugging. Hmmm... Paramore? I don't really know much about them. Ok. Let's start with the guy at the leftmost side. That guy's name is Zac Farro. He's the drummer. Next is Josh Farro. He's the lead guitarist. Then I think everyone knows this girl, Hayley Williams. She's the lead vocalist of the band. Close to 20, born on Dec 27 1988. The last fella at the right is Jeremy Davis, the bassist. This band also has 3 former members, Jason Bynum, John Hembree and Hunter Lamb. This band was formed in 2004. Their debut album is All We Know is Falling and they released a new album last year called Riot! Their new song Decode is the lead single for the movie Twilight. Another song of theirs called I Caught Myself was featured on the film's soundtrack. Crap!! Why am I giving all this boring info?? Ok. Now for my impression. I only knew about this band about few months ago. Their songs are the rock-type of songs because they are a rock band. Nice and cool band. Other than that no comments...

PART 2 OF THE PREVIOUS POST(SORTA)

2008-11-28T08:33:00.000+08:00

This time, I'm gonna write more about bands because I did more on artistes in the previous posts. This time, I'm gonna make it loud and clear. No offense to some ppl but to me, Tokio Hotel is described in only one word, GAY!!! Ok? I'm done. So that means I'm not gonna comment about Tokio Hotel later. Now for my impression about 10 bands and maybe a little more that I randomly choose..

Jonas Brothers- Sometimes I like'em, sometimes I don't. But there're only 2 songs I like from this band, SOS and Lovebug.
Good Charlotte- Never heard about them for quite some time. I like this band and almost all of their songs.
Foo Fighters- Don't really know this band but their rock song, The Pretender was ROCKIN'!!!
Simple Plan- I've got their album, thanks to Fly FM. Listened to all of their songs. Their songs were ok. So I have no comments.
Linkin Park- There are some songs that girls don't like but I like it such as Bleed It Out. Recently I here them sing slow songs like Shadow of The Day and Leave Out All The Rest. Not bad.
Boys Like Girls- Nothing much to say about them. I like this band and all of their songs.
Fallout Boy- I'm ok with this band. No comments also. There are some songs of theirs which are nasty.
Maroon 5- I really like this band. Their songs are nice, especially the jazzy ones.
Click Five- I like this band also. All their pop songs are very nice. They're very easy going.
Panic at The Disco- No comments. All of their songs are nice, especially the ones from their new album, Pretty Odd.
My Chemical Romance- Some ppl may think they're demonic, but I really like this band somehow.
Slipknot- Their songs are rocking. Sigh. If only they were not satanic. PSYCHOSOCIAL!!

Those not so famous bands like 3 Doors Down, The Script, Snow Patrol and the others were not given any comments because for the most of these bands, I only know their songs. Kay. I'm done..

MY IMPRESSION ABOUT ARTISTES AND THEIR SONGS

2008-11-17T08:26:00.000+08:00

The world of music is very wide. Thousands of artists around the whole world singing different types of songs. The variety of music is a a lot. Such as rock, hiphop, pop, country and so much more. Boys and girls like different types of artists and bands. Girls can go crazy about a gay group like Tokio Hotel. Some girls like those punk type of artists like Avril Lavigne who really influenced the whole world. While boys like those hiphop type of artists such as Flo-rida, T-pain and all those lame artists who have their name with a "lil" in front. Some like those cool bands like Fort Minor. Are they cool anyway? They may also like girl groups dressed scantily such as Pussycat Dolls. Imagine that, ppl can like an artist or a group just because of their appearances and how they dress. For me... I think I'll just name out about 5 girl artists and 5 guy artists and comment about them and their songs.

Ladies first of course,
Avril Lavigne- I like her songs from 'Complicated' till 'Hot'. Her songs are those punk/rock type. Her slow songs like 'When Your Gone' are quite nice and meaningful.
Lil' Mama- This rapper raps superbly. Extremely fast. Her songs are all about hiphop and rap. I like this artist.
Rihanna- This girl, her songs are quite ok but her music videos are EEWWW..
Leona Lewis- When she appeared in the music industry, I thought her songs were sick. But I kinda changed my mind after I heard 'Better in time'.
Pussycat Dolls- The only thing I hate about them is they dress like um....um....ok nevermind. Let's just skip it.

Now for the men,
Chris Brown- I like his fast songs like 'Wall to wall' and 'Kiss kiss feat. T-pain'. But his slow songs like 'With you' and 'Forever' are so sick.
Flo-rida- I like this guy's rapping. The only thing I hate about him is some of his songs contain vulgarity.
Jason Mraz- One of my favourite artists. His songs are relaxing and soothing such as 'I'm yours' and 'Lucky'.
Soulja Boy- I liked his so called song when he first appeared. Too bad his songs are meaningless.
Secondhand Serenade- I consider this band as an artist because it's a one-man band. So I'll refer this band as he instead of they. I don't really know much about him but his song 'Fall for you' is full of meaning. The ideal song for proposing.

Yup. Thats all. There are still a lot of artists out there which I never commented on yet. I didn't give comments about bands too. Maybe next time....

MY PMR RESULTS PREDICTION(SORT OF)

2008-11-14T08:25:00.000+08:00

PMR results are coming out next month!! And I'm quite kan cheong. I wanna get 5A's and above, I'm really really desperate because my mum says she'll buy me a new cell phone if I get 5A's and above. My PMR subjects are unstable, so I'm confident and inconfident at the same time. Ok. So here are my PMR results prediction. I hope I'm right.

BM- this sub i don't think I can get A because usually during trials I'll crap in the essay. There was once when I crapped till I got an A. But there was once I crapped the essay out of the question. So this sub not quite confident.

BI- I'm most confident with this sub obviously. I got all correct for Paper 1. YAY!! So this sub is a must get A sub..

Maths- This sub also must get A but I'm still quite afraid because I always make careless mistakes. Got 1 wrong for Paper 1 so should be able to get A.

Science- This sub also must get A along with BI, Maths, Geo and KH. Got 1 wrong for paper 1. though I made a few careless mistakes in Paper 2, this sub should be able to get A. I'm gonna kick myself for one very stupid mistake. Instead of drawing a barchart, I drew a line graph. SO CARELESS!!

Sej- This sub no hope at all. Its just not for me. So this sub I have nothing to say..

Geo- I studied really hard for this sub. One day before this, I did 8 testpapers in a day. Really desperate to get A for this sub. So the paper came out not too hard but not too easy at the same time. I hope I can get A for this sub. If I don't, most probably my dreams will be shattered. So I depend on this sub a lot.

KH- This sub should be able to get A because the folio really helped a lot. I got 39/40 for folio so I'm quite confident with this sub.

BC- This sub is worse than sej because the standard of this sub at secondary school is so high. My parents also told me that they'll be satisfied if I pass this sub.

My prediction is 5A's. But still I'm not confident. So I must enjoy myself before " JUDGEMENT DAY" comes. HAHA!!

THE PROS & CONS OF HOLS!!!

2008-11-13T08:33:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl!! Hols are coming in two days. A lot of you out there are on cloud 9. For me not quite b'cause my hols already started after PMR. Still, I don't think that my hols are starting till I get my PMR results. Weird eh?? Haha. I do think that hols has its pros and cons. I hope y'all agree with me. Ok. So here are the pros and cons of hols, from my point of view of course.

THE PROS:

- free from going to school
- don't need to wake up early( if you're schooling in the morning)
- very major one. NO EXAMS!! YEAH!!
- able to hang out with friends during weekdays
- NO STRESS!! links with exams huh??

THE CONS:
- gets bored sometimes
- becoming FAT!!
- becoming lazy
- Aha! some of you suffer from this. MORE TUITION!!
- somehow you'll feel weird writing..

Thats all I guess. Agree with me? Leave a comment. So ppl out there, hols are not always that fun.HAHAHA!!!

LIFE AFTER PMR!!

2008-11-12T13:22:00.001+08:00

Its been close to a month since PMR's over. Ppl do different stuff after exams. For me, I'll almost be locked home every day. Thats my life. But I always do weird stuff at home just because I feel so BORING.. I can call myself a couch potato now cuz I can almost watch any show being aired on tv. Kay. Here's my life. On a usual day I'll skip school because there's hardly anything to do in school. So I'll stay at home. Usually I'll wake up between 8 to 10 in the morning. If I'm lazy, I'll skip breakfast. Then I'll on the comp,my hp and the tv to start to do my multi-tasking.lol. It may sound weird though, but sometimes I'll be using the comp, sms-ing ppl, listening to the radio and watching tv in mute mode at the same time. What a pro am I huh?? LOL.. I even did something risky today. Ordering McD breakfast without my parents knowledge. I wasted 3 bucks of my hp credit just to call McDelivery.AARGHH!! But still I get to enjoy my breakfast. Hope I won't do this oftenly.HAHA!! Otherwise I'll become OBESE!!! Good thing my parents allow me to hang out with my friends at Queensbay or Gurney to eat out or watch a movie. Btw, thank God for them. I just hope that I can spend more time outdoors rather than staying at home laying eggs and accumulating my fat and need to spend more cash buying school trousers next year.=)HAHAHAHAHA

WHAT COMES OF TOMORROW

2008-11-12T08:24:00.000+08:00

Joy is what fills the heart of they

which hold within the mysteries of a friend

A passion unknown unto words

Within them fall the tears of all things they endure as one

And from their eyes diamonds fall,

So precious every one

Dear within, the memories they caress with sorrow

And gather them today, for what may come of tomorrow

PRICELESS

Priceless ever are these moments that we spend with those so dear

Comforting now to know that they are near

Yet there comes a day when they see the eagle soar

And feel within their hearts

A passion so much more

As we stand beside them when that gleam glows in their eyes

What comes of tomorrow

My friend's lost paradise

And though a distant barrier wells up within the heart

There is a joy inside

To know the joy of a dawning start

Standing there beside them on that road to paradise

We say goodbye and weep

Knowing they must also compromise

And so we hold them close and whisper in their ear

Please take with you these memories.

Then from the eyes,

YOUR TEAR.

SHE'S GONE??

2008-11-11T13:06:00.000+08:00

How can I survive?? Carin's gone. I miss her a lot. Till now I can't even look at any pics that has her face..I'LL SHED TEARS!! A lot of you ppl out there also miss her very much but what can we do?? Carin's a very nice girl and she'll make ppl feel comfortable around her. She's caring. But I can't really do anything but to just keep in touch with her there. Most of all, she's my best female friend. I knew her like since she was born. IT'S BEEN 13 YEARS PPL!! That's why I miss her so much. Last Saturday, I felt really weird during supper because she's not there. Sob sob... I just hope that I can move on without Carin. So sad. CARIN, PLEEEASE COME BACK A.S.A.P....

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL'S JUST NOT FOR ME

2008-11-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

I think that High School Musical is only for kids. Anyway no offense to HSM fans but seriously this is one of the most lame movies I've ever seen!! When I saw the first one it was fine to me but after that when the 2nd and 3rd movie came out there was hardly any storyline!! But still I watched it just for the sake of following up. Anyway about HSM3, the award for the best actor and actress goes to........RYAN & KELSIE!! They have way better acting skills than Troy & Gabriella. There were only a few parts which I like in HSM3. Who agrees with me that HSM is a LAME movie?? HAHA!! I'm just having such a FUN time humiliating HSM. Anyway BOO SAMA HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!!

HERE I AM IN D' BLOGGIN' WORLD

2008-11-11T10:23:00.000+08:00

Well, I've created a blog. Now my blogging days have started. I was discussing about making a blog with a guy then he persuaded me to create one. So I thought, since I'm so free during the hols I should give it a try. So here I am with my first post. I'm still getting used to the tools in Blogger. It'll take a while for me to settle down. I hope that I'll not be lazy to update my blog in the future..