A YEAR IS GOIN' AGAIN

Well. 2009 is coming to an end in less than 2 months. Wow. Just like a flash. I wonder how I went through it. So many things happened. Lol. Hormones are bothering much. Haha. What to do? I'm already 16. So yea. And yea. I'm blogging again. Exams were approaching and nothing much to be blogged. My ankle's still wrapped after so long. Lol. But I still played basketball recently in school. Stood near the net only. Haha. I'm just happy that exams are over. But still... Bible Quiz tomorrow!!! Trying my best to study the book of John. Come support our PCC team yea ISCAlites. Well. I'm gonna be a lil busy with a few activites. But what I'm really looking forward to is looking for a job. I really wanna experience how is it like to work. So yea. Haha. For now, I just wanna take a really nice nap. Lol. Byeee..

WHAT AN EXPERIENCE!!

Guess what?? After 9 days since last Sunday, I can walk now!! But taking it slow. At least I can walk already. Lol. Like a robot walking slowly. Step by step. This is because my balance is not fully back yet. So, after my previous post, something different happened. I was supposed to go back to school right? Well I didn't. My mum saw that I was still very unstable. And the pain in my ankle was still a lot although the doc said I'll be healed in 3 days. So I went back to sleep. After a few hours I woke up again then she came back and took me to my doc. I mean the doc I consult every time. Lol. He referred me to an orthopaedic surgeon in Pantai Hospital. The doc phoned him and wrote a letter also. After that my mum took me there. We went to his clinic and waited for him. He came he treated the patients who had appointments first. When it was my turn, he took a look at my ankle and pressed it here and there. He said that there is a slight tear at the ligament. And guess what? I was admitted. It was quite unexpected for me. So after I did the X-ray the nurse pushed me to my ward. Wow!! The ward was quite spacious for a 4 bedded ward. My bed was 312C. Patients have their own TV and headphones too. So that when you watch TV you won't disturb other patients. See? Technology!! Lol. Ok. Back to my ankle. I need to wrap an ice pack thingy continuously. So after that the attendant took me to the integrated rehab. Lol. The physio place actually. Dunno why did they name it integrated rehab anyway. Guess who I met there? Jo Eve!! Well. A lot of you may not know who she is. But ppl like Rachel Yeoh, Rachel Ooi, Sarah Yeoh, Timothy Yeoh and Carin Ooi will know who she is. Right? Lol. Ok. The procedure of the physio. First the ice thingy for 15 minutes. Then some electric current thing to relieve the pain. Its like electric shock but a mild one. For 15 minutes also. Then ultrasound. Not the ones for pregnant women. Haha. Well. The physiotherapist will put some gel on my ankle then use the ultrasound thing to rub it around for 3 minutes. After that the physiotherapist will massage the ankle using Johnson's Baby Oil. Lol. Nvm. Just baby oil will do. Lol. Then after that I was pushed back to the ward by wheelchair. Had lunch. Well. The food there is considered quite ok for hospital food I guess. The next day I asked the doc when can I be discharged. He said 1 or 2 more days. So I stayed another night. The next day the doc advised me to take home leave otherwise if I walk too much my ankle will swell up again. So I took home leave and went to church. Yay!! Then I went back to the hospital the next day. Stayed another night and TA DAH!! I was discharged on Monday. Well it was quite relaxing at the hospital. Watched a lot of TV. Lol

Part 2. Yesterday my mum realized that my ankle swelled up a lil again. So she decided to cancel my physio appointment and asked my dad to take me to the chinese physician. Well I reluctantly went there. So he adjusted my foot here and there. Thank goodness it was not really painful. After cracking here and there, I was able to walk!! Wow!! But to me the physio and all the hospital treatments were still necessary. Otherwise it'll be very painful when the fella massages. That's all I guess. 1 thing really weird about chinese traditional docs. This guy advised me not to eat any other type of meat except for pork for the moment because all the other types of meat are toxic. Weird huh?? Haha. Anyways thanks for all your prayers and all those who visited me. Thanks a lot!!

SPRAINED ANKLE

Gosh! How unfortunate I am. Sigh... Well. This is what happened.

As usual, I went to Jordan's house (I go there almost every Sunday). We were doing our usual stuff there. Then Jordan suddenly suggested to play basketball. So I asked my dad and he agreed with us. I and Jordan were all fired up then. So we pumped the ball and waited for the time to pass.
When it was almost 4 in the afternoon we got everything prepared and was about to walk there. But my dad insisted that he drive us to the place which is only nearby. He drove us there. So after that we started playing basketball while my dad did some exercising.
After some warming up with Jordan we started the 1 on 1 match. We were playing and playing until..........
I don't quite remember how it happened. If I'm not mistakened this is how it happened. I attempted to block Jordan's shot till I slipped or something and collided with him and landed on my right ankle. So I was lying on the floor grimacing in pain. Jordan 1st thought it was fake. Lol. After that my dad saw me rolling all over. Something like ROFL but its not. Haha. He came and helped me up. So we went back. The 1 on 1 match lasted not more than 5 minutes. What a waste.
We reached Jordan's place and I put some ice at the ankle which was already swollen. Then our parents said I have to go see a doc to check the condition. So after that we went to the clinic. The doc said that its not fractured. Its either a slight crack or a sprain. So I did an X-ray. After that the doc said that there's no cracks or anything. He said my ligament was crushed or something. Ouch!! Lol. The doc did dressing on my ankle. Oh I forgot to tell you guys. Haha. I was hopping around since I fell. And everyone was like staring at me in the clinic cuz my slippers sounded so loudly while I hopped.
After that we went back to Jordan's house again. The adults were chit-chattin'. I and Jordan was on the comp as usual. After that we went to church from Jordan's house to collect the crutches then we went home. Wow. I suffered man. I hate crutches. Pity me. Lol.

FACEBOOK

This is gonna be a short post I guess. Oh well.

1 morning I had nothing to do. So I went online to do usual stuff like updating my Plurk and log in to my Facebook.
So when I went on Facebook. I checked my notifications as usual. Well I din play any apps cuz I dun find any of them interesting. Lol. After that I realised that my profile info was empty. So I went to fill in those stuff. Then the status. Of cuz I'll put single. Unless I'm widowed or something. LOL. Which is ridiculous. So I put single. As you Facebookers know that whenever you set a status it'll come out on your friend's windows with the love thingy right?
Ok. That same day at night. I went for prayer meeting. I met Wilz and Rach. So I said Hi to them and stuff. Then Wilz asked me why did I set my status to single and since when it was complicated or something. Lol. I was like it was empty at 1st. I had nothing to do so I went to set my status. He still didn't believe. Swt. What to do? Haha...

LAZY!!!!!

Dang!! I feel so super lazy to blog and to keep it alive. Sometimes I just feel like deleting my blog. Or am I just frustrated about stuff. Well this month Wilson is preaching bout lovey dovey stuff. I've changed a lot compared to a few months ago. I don't seem to know why. My hormones especially, are gettin' high. I think you guys know what I mean. It is just normal for ppl my age I guess. Rite?? Well I dunno. Lol. Before I end this super short post I wanna say that I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM. Yea. Grade 7. I didn't expect myself to pass at all. Cuz it was really bad. But thank God I passed. =)

HOLS ARE BACK

Hey all. Hols are back. So..... Um I think it'll b hectic. Lol. Almost a half of the week I'll be out of home. So by the time I'm home it'll be wednesday. So yea. I WANNA GO OUT!!! I think I'm going out for a movie with my school frens on thursday to watch G.I. Joe. YEAHH!! But still I gotta ask my parents. Not even 16 yet so dun dream bout 18. = = I'm just really happy now cuz something happened. It's like WOW. Unexpected actually. Btw I'm bloggong in my mum's office. Lol. Dat's all I guess for now. Haha. Gotta get busy. Bye..

CULTS!!!!

Yesterday, 2 Korean ppl came and knocked on my door. My parents were not in during that time. So I opened the door. I didn't let them in although they requested. The ppl were a Korean guy and lady in their early 20s. They asked me whether I'm a christian. So I said yes. Then they said, God bless you with a smile on their faces. I replied and said God bless you too. After that they asked me, "Do you believe in God the mother?" At 1st I thought they said 'karthmatha' instead of God the mother. Lol. So I said no. After that they took out a bible and explained to me the existence of God the mother. I'll explain to y'all about what they told me later. Lol. Kay. So after that they asked whether they can come again if my parents are at home. I said I don't think so. Haha. Then the guy gave me a flyer and wrote his handphone number on it. So after that they went.

Ok. I mentioned about explaining the details just now. Actually it's in the flyer. So I shall type out the stuff in the flyer. It's titled 'MOTHER'.

THE EXISTENCE OF GOD THE MOTHER

Most Christians just call God "Father". Why do they think that God is male?

Life is alwys given by both male and female, and this shows the Providence of God. The Bible says that God's eternal power and divine nature are clearly seen and understood from what has been made and that all things were created by God's will.

The birds flying in the sky have their fathers and mothers.

The fishes in the waters have their fathers and mothers.

The animals on the earth have their fathers and mothers.

What about God's children? They have their heavenly Father and Mother, don't they?

"For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities-his eternal power and divine nature-have been clearly seen, being understood from what has made, so that men are without excuse."
(Romans 1:20)

"You are worthy, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they were created and have their being."
(Revelation 4:11)

Through the fathers and mothers of all living things, it is understood that ther exist the spiritual Father and Mother. God's children have not only their Father but also their Mother. Earthly family system is a copy and shadow of the heavenly family system. As an earthly family is composed of physical parents (father and mother) and children (brothers and sisters), so the heavenly family consists of spiritual Parents (Father and Mother) and children (brothers and sisters).


ELOHIM GODS

In Genesis, it is written that God created male and female in His own image. This shows that God has two images: male and female. God in the male image called "Father". Then what we should call God in the female image? We should call Her "Mother", shouldn't we?

"Then God said, 'Let us make man in our own image, in our likeness, ....' So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them."
(Genesis 1:26-27)

In the Old Testament written in Hebrew, God is mostly described as the plural term "Elohim", referring to Gods. And the New Testament also testifies of God the Father and God the Mother as well.

"This then, is how you should pray: 'Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, ....' "
(Matthew 6:9)

"But the Jerusalem that is above is free, and she is our mother"
(Galatians 4:26)

Elohim Gods, who created man in the beginning, are appear as the Spirit and the Bride in the last days.

"The Spirit and the bride say, 'Come!' And let him who hears say, 'Come!' Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life"
(Revelation 22:17)


MOTHER IS LIFE AND LOVE

When people hear the word "mother", they feel warmth and comfort. The word "mother" implies home, haven, yearning, sacrifice and love.

After going through nine months of pregnancy, a mother gives birth to a child in so much pain, shedding blood. And for the child, she sacrifices herself and loves him or untiringly all her lifetime. A mother even becomes a superhuman to save the life of her child.

Mother is life. Of course, father is also essential for life. However, it is not the father who ultimately gives birth to a child, but the mother.

As human mothers give their children life, so the spiritual Mother gives Her children eternal life. According to the Bible, the spiritual Father and Mother are to come in flesh and lead the people of all nations into life in the last days. This gives many people a shock and also arouses sympathy from them.

Some say that God has made mothers because He can't be everywhere. However, according to the Bible, God the mother who is everywhere has come to this earth ti save human beings with Her greatest love. Truly God is Love.

Well, I don't believe and will not believe in all these. Lol. So ppl. DON'T BELIEVE IN THESE FALSE TEACHINGS. That's all...

WHAT A WEEK.............

Weeks of Ups and Downs..
Tuesday was a disaster. It spoiled my week.
Piano practical exam. I had quite a number of wrong notes and stumbled thru one part of each piece. GOSH!!
What to do??
Nothing much. Just hope dat I can pass.
Since then my mood has been down.
HAIHHHHHHHHHHH..............................
But....
Thursday revived me.
NO MORE BRACES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
I felt like my teeth were released from prison after a sentence of 2 years.
But I'm feeling very weird without it cuz it felt insecure.
So yea. A week of ups and downs.
For now I just wana relax but too bad I can't.
My exams are coming. ISH!!!!
I better study hard this time and hope that I can push myself somehow to study.
Lol. Well that's all.........

BZ BZ BZ...

Hello there. It's been a week. Ok. Let me start. I'll just summarise on what happened after the last time I blogged. I shall start with the alert cadet trip to Gopeng.

The main thing we went there was because of the whitewater rafting. So we stayed at a place called Harvest Haven. Quite a nice place. It has a basketball court, a soccer field and a swimming pool. We stayed in cabins and rooms. Well I'm lazy to blog about more so overall I had a great experience whitewater rafting. Lol.

Then Monday and Tuesday. Scrabble competition in school. I got 1st!! YAY!! Lol. I played the last 3 matches with the same opponent. Which was very boring. Good thing I won 2 out of 3 matches. At that time I was having a horrible headache and a tummy upset. I managed to survive though. Phew. Lol.

On Wednesday I joined the spelling competition in school. Btw it was English week. I advanced through a few rounds after spelling unknown words correctly. Lol. Then I spelled precocious wrongly. Instead I spelled precautious. Well that's the end of it.

On thursday, debate competition. Lol. The motion was It is Better to Study Locally than to Study Overseas. My team was the opposition. I was totally not prepared. Did a lot of impromptu stuff. Screwed up a lil. Lol. We lost but it was a great experience anyway.

Then today (Friday) my school had merentas desa. I jogged a wee lil bit only. Then walked throughout the whole track. After that I watched the finals of the debate competition. It was hillarious. It went out of topic for a few times. The motion was The Ban of Cellphones in School Should be Lifted. The opposition team won. Lol. I guess that's all for now. Byeeee.........

I'M BACK... AGAIN

Well hello. I'm back again. All because of the stpid internet or modem or whatever. Lol. It's been quite a while since I blogged. Been very busy nowadays. Involved in a lot of things at church and school. Lol. I didn't talk about my toe. So since I don't think I have anything to blog about I should just talk about it. It's my toenail actually. Yea. So what happened was 2 weeks ago I was playin basketball as usual during PJ in my school. I jumped and landed on my toenail. The inside part was bleeding. It was not that pain. So me being silly continued playing. After PJ the pain was getting worse. I can't wear my shoe. So there were 2 periods in class where no teacher came in. So I decided to make a slipper for myself using newspapers. So with some help from a few friends the slipper was done. So yea. That was at school. I refused to consult a doc till Sunday when my mum sorta forced me to go pluck it out. When I was at the clinic the doc realized that my nail was not loose enough to pluck out. So I had to go to the clinic everyday for dressing. So yea. That's all I guess. My nail is much better now. 1 more thing. Lol. I'm having a flu since last week. And I only attended 2 and a half days of school last week. So till next time. That's all for now.

A NEW LOOK

Hi everyone!!

I changed my blog template. Why?? I guess I'm bored with my previous one. It was probably too dull.

So I changed my template by adding more color into it.

No more old and dull colors. Haha.

Well that's all I have to say. Hope you all will like my new blog template..

COMBINED CF CAMP

The CF camp last week was my first CF camp. It was quite fun. Lol. The first day was kinda boring so I kinda regretted coming. But the 2nd and 3rd day was truely a BIG BANG BLAST!! Lol. Btw it was held at Stella Maris for 3 days and 2 nights from 3rd to 5th June. Pics?? Maybe next time cuz I can't find the crappy cable!!

The 1st day,

We gathered in our teams. Btw my team was Bluetooth. GO BLUETOOTH!! Lol. We started quite dull especially when we were introducing ourselves to each other in the team. After checking in we had workshops and games. Sessions at night. After that Hawaiian night. We had costume competiton and limbo competition. We were kinda noisy til a man from 1 of the bungalows complained. Too bad for him. Lol. But we also had to be considerate and lower our voices. It was quite fun that night.

The 2nd day,

The workshops were quite fun. I went to a 2 hour drama workshop. Wanted to attend a dance workshop but it ended up as a drama workshop too. Lol. Then we had free time to discuss about the drama for the night. We had games after that. The games were better compared to the 1st day. We had captain ball and other weird games. Then the so called wet games. After that we had a fake photoshoot. This was what happened...

Everyone was asked to gather for a photo session. I and Jordan saw Benedict's (the camp coordinator) mischievious looks and thought there was something fishy. I had my phone n my pocket so Jordan accompanied me to keep my phone in my room. We heard screams and shouts. After that we went out and saw that almost everyone got wet. LOL...

After much splashing of water, we went back to wash up then had dinner. After dinner our group Bluetooth discussed about the drama again. We had a session after that then the drama presentation came. Our team had to perform first. All I can say now is there goes my reputation and we had a so called pondan gay comedy. Other than that find out yourself. Haha...

The 3rd and final day,

Nothing much except for the session and the prize giving. First, individual prizes were given out. We got 2nd for the drama. Others i'm not very clear. But we were overall champs!! Gosh. We couldn't believe it. Lol. Not to be so proud but it was unexpected. Lol. You should know what happened after that. Exchanging of contacts and sharing of prizes.

That's all I guess. I hope the next CF camp will be better. Nad I'm really looking forward to it..

LAME RANDOM POST

Life's good when you......

- get smart without studying
( no teachers)

- get a salary without working

- have no worries

- don't have any phobia

- don't need to excrete no matter how much you eat
(no toilet bowls and stinky odours.. GROSS!!)

- don't have to worry about racism cuz everyone's skin tone is the same
( everyone's grey instead of black and white. LOL)

- get tanned only without having sunburn

- can travel back in time to correct your mistakes

- can obtain a skill without learning or training

- there is no wrong and right

If only life was like that. Wouldn't it be SO SO GREAT?? LOL.

Well... Too bad life isn't like that...

I'M FINALLY BACK

I'm finally back. After my comp crashed for bout 1 month plus. Gosh. Lol. Kay. How was my life??

My exams
I blanked at least one question in every science sub. Lol. Quite hard tho. But what a relieve!! Exams are over!!

And hey. I dun think I'm gonna blog so much about songs only, which only makes my blog dull I guess. I'll try to blog properly to make my blog more colorful. I hope I can do it. It takes a while for me to get back into this blogging routine. So ppl pleease bear with me. I would definitely appreciate that...

I REALLY DON'T LIKE YOU

Since Jordan did a post about 1234 I Love You, I'm gonna do a post on a totally opposite song by the same band Plain White-T's. I Really Don't Like You. Here goes...

Love, love, love, love, love, love.
Woo!

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted,
Now you don't mean a thing to me.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.

I really don't like you...

Thought that everything was perfect,
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it,
Now I think a little differently.
All i wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you. (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you. (liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

Now that it's over,
you can't hurt me.
Now that it's over,
you can't bring me down.

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh...)[x2]

All i wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you. (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you. (Liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh...)[x4]silent

(I really don't like you...) [x3]louder

BROKEN STRINGS

Let me hold you

For the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

But you broke me

Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,

It's so untrue

I can't even convince myself

When I'm speaking,

It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire

When there's nothing left to save

It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire

When there's nothing left to save

It's like chasing the very last train

When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

JAMES MORRISON

CLARIFICATION

I need to clarify with you ppl out there. Lol. My 3 previous posts are just plain crapping. Kay??

The reason is because I'm running outta stuff to blog about.

Pleeease suggest me stuff to write about.

Lol. My chatbox is filled with comments like I'm in love, heart broken or some girl dumped me.

Well... IT'S NOT TRUE!! HAHA..

JEALOUSY??

This is just a sorta continuation from my last post. I dunno whether it is or not. I just like to crap stuff. Haha.
Oh well... Let me start.
When you have a crush on someone, you'll most probably have a competitor right? I meant another guy/girl who also infatuates the person you have a crush on.
This is when jealousy happens.
Somehow you'll have a suspecting feeling that your competitor and the person you're having a crush on likes each other.
Usually these kinda cases happen:
If you're a guy, you'll hate it when other guys sit beside the person you infatuate. For girls, the other way round of course.
Usually, a friend of yours is suspected as a competitor. This is bad isn't it??
Well it is quite normal.
Hmmm...... That's all I guess. Lol..

PART 2

A lil bit of continuation here. Lol. As i said, rejection is bad when you're having a crush. What's worse is the guy/girl that you're having a crush on likes your friend or your best friend.
That can really make you jealous.
Ok. So what if you have crushes on 2 or more ppl??
Hmmmm........ The best thing is I dunno either. Haha..
Anyway, having crushes on 2 or more ppl gets you confused and makes your head spin. It's gonna be an extremely hard decision to make if you wanna choose which guy or girl to like.
Oh well. I'm crapping again I guess.
The ultimate solution is not to have crushes on anyone, JUST LIKE MYSELF. Right?? Haha..

LOVE, CRUSH......... OOO!!! LOL..

Love is a feeling.......... dunno. Lol. Anyway a crush is a lil different from it. Crush. Hmmmm.... Admiring the opposite sex? Unless ur HOMO. Lol.
A crush is weird. Depending on the person ur having a crush on, it may be a long term crush which can last for years or a short one which lasts only for hours.
Ppl u'll have crushes on:
Your close friends
Strangers outside
School mates
Celebrities that u find hot, cute, pretty........etc.
LOL.
The stupid part about a crush is REJECTION.
When u have a crush on someone u'll surely expect the person to like u back.
So rejection can really hurt u. That means the person doesn't like u or the person likes someone else.
LOL!!!!!!
I'm just plain crappin'. Ain't I??
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

EMO SONGS.........

Recently I've just realized that I really love emo songs. I listen to emo songs almost everyday. So since I've nothing to do now, I'm coming out with my own Top 10 Emo Songs List. Ok. Here goes...

1.My Chemical Romance- I Don't Love You

2. Simple Plan- I Can Wait

3. My Chemical Romance- Disenchanted

4. David Cook- Always Be My Baby

5. Shayne Ward- No Promises

6. The Script- The Man Who Can't Be Moved

7. The Script- We Cry

8. Secondhand Serenade- Your Call

9. Will.i.am ft. Cheryl Cole- Heartbreaker

10. Avril Lavigne- When You're Gone

There. My Top 10. Fellow bloggers out there, make your own list also. I wanna compare. Haha. Bye..............

I CAN WAIT FOREVER...

You look so beautiful today

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So I try to find the words that I could say

I know distance doesn't matter

But you feel so far away

/

And I can't lie

Everytime I leave my heart turns grey

And I want to come back home

To see your face tonight

Cause I just can't take it

/

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait forever

/

You look so beautiful today

It's like everytime I turn around

I see your face

The thing I miss most is

Waking up next to you

When I look into your eyes

I wish that I could stay

/

And I can't lie

Everytime I leave my heart turns grey

And I want to come back home

To see your face tonight

Cause I just can't take it

/

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that couts right through me

But I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait forever

/

Iknow it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price

I got to pay

But when I come back home

To feel your touch makes it better

Until that day

There's nothing else that I can do

And I just can't take it

/

Another day without you with me

It's like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait forever

/

SIMPLE PLAN

ISH!!!!!!!!!!

BM, English, Modern Maths, Add Maths, Moral, Chemistry, Physics, Bio, Sejarah!!!!! AARRGH!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE FORM 4. No no. lol. I HATE STUDY!!!!!!! Studies are gettin' on my nerves!!! GRRRRR!!!!!!!!! Exams are comin'.. I'll sure fail at least 1 sub.Who wanna bet with me?? LOL.. Is like I'm releasin' my anger to my blog. Pity my blog. Sorry blog. Lol. I'm not even finished with my homework yet. I call it 'THE PILED UP 18'. 18 homeworks. Lol. Still catchin' up with it. Crap. I'm wastin' my time now huh?? Gtg....lol..

FINALLY!!!

At last!!! I get to blog. Before this I was busy with chess competiton & stuff. And after that my internet experienced problems. So finally after about 3 weeks, I revived my blog. Studies suck. I really hate it. I don't even think I like any subject in form4. Awwwwwwwwww Man!!!! Exams are approaching and me being a lazy bum wouldn't wanna study. But......... sigh.......... What to do? Must try to force myself to study. Crap!!!! I HATE IT!!!! Lol.. See?? I'm bloggin instead of studyin.... What a lazy me!!!! Nvm... I've come to a realisation that I dun understand a thing in Physics which is super boring. What's worse is a trainee teacher is teaching us. Thank goodness I take Physics tuition. Hmmmmmm......... 1 more thing before I go.. PPL OUT THERE, MY BLOG AIN'T DEAD YET!!!!!!!! Lol....

SIGH............... BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN

Well. School's back again after a week of hols. During CNY, I enjoyed myself a lot. Collecting angpau's, eating cakes and cookies, going out for some arcade. Haha. Had a fun time but having a bit of a sore throat now, after a whole week of pampering myself. Thank goodness my school pants still fits me. LOL.. There's one thing I really hate in school today. During the school assembly, there was an announcement stating that starting from tomorrow, disciplinary action will be taken toward boys with long, spiky and trendy hair. I'm scared. Hope I don't get caught. I also hope that I can survive this year. Add maths and Physics tuition is starting this month. I hate it pretty much. So....................... That's all. Haha. Later...............

I'M BACK............... HOPE SO

Phew.............. Finally I get to blog. My comp's infected with Trojan viruses. The virus is still there, just that its not active this time. Lol.. I'm still trying to adapt to school life, learning is starting to get harder for me. Add maths is more fun than modern maths. Its really really unexpected. Till now I still can't go to bed early on weekdays. What to do?? Life must go on. And thank goodness CNY's coming!!!! No need to study for a week. WHEE!!! So now my life goes like this. After school I'll have lunch and washup then I'll do my homework, study a bit then sleep for bout 2 hrs. Then at night I'll either have tuition or read papers. During bed time I can't sleep and I'll feel very sleepy in the morning. The cycle goes on and on.......... LOL. Gtg. Bye.....

FIRST TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL...

School's started. Some ppl will groan, some will get excited and anxious. Well for me I'm just waiting to take up the challenge of learning in form 4. To some ppl form 4 is considered as a honeymoon year, but I don't quite agree with that. My parents have been telling me that this year is not a honeymoon year. What to do?? Sigh... Just work hard. On the first day of school, I was a bit excited and proud to be in the one and only science class in my school. But before that i was thinking about transferring to Bukit Jambul school. But that dream had shattered cuz Audrey, who studied there scared the crap outta me!!! So nvm. I shall stay in Hamid Khan. Kay. Back to the first day of school. We started learning Add Maths. It doesn't seem that hard but I'm sure it'll be quite difficult sooner or later. Well on the second day.......... Those male students with long hair got free haircuts. Phew... I almost got a free haircut too. After the assembly I dashed back to class. Haha. We studied BM, Modern Maths, Add Maths and Chemistry. Chemistry was the most challenging sub after the second day. The teacher shocked the whole class with all the elements, their names and formulas. The sad thing is we didn't start Physics, Biology and History. I hope I can survive those subs. Well I gtg. I have Add Maths homework to do. Bye...